it's nearing...

another year will be added and i'm deathly scared...why? beats me. there's so much things i want to do. so many places i want to go to. so many different cultures i want to learn. so many languages i want to speak. haaay...so many things left undone, so little time.
i wish i have all the resources i could get my hands on so i could do everything. but, i don't.
this is what i get from watching half of The Bucket List.
this is what happens if too many mucus clouds my brain (and my air ways)...
getting older is frustrating. wish i was back to being a toddler. back when i didn't have to worry about what to wear to work, or when i didn't have to submit any assignments.
back when the only comfort to any wounded knee was my mom's embrace.
**boohoo! emo mode!